fuck not again.  not again.  not now.

if this was any other time this would't be so bad but not now, i can't handle this now.

fuck fuck fuck fuck

useless fucking university issued condoms

fuck

not while tam's missing

i would be fine with this if tam were here we would've figured something out

fuck fuck fuck

i don't know what to do now.

i'm not sure if i could stand getting another abortion.  i think it might kill me inside.

where are you tam?

tam please come back.

tam i need you right now.

please.  please, i can't do this alone.